I will tell a passing lie 
and continue to live on 
my perceptions are keen 
at picking up the unimportant 
my mind is easy to diagnose 
the futility of it all
I find meaning in distraction 
and purpose in my weakness
I will pull dead skin 
only so that I may shed again
I will fear and indulge in sin
whilst I question the absurd


my life
my decisions 
my demise